Wednesday, November 19, 2008

gotta get over the fucking hump

I am actually a bit relieved that some don't keep up with this. I am freer to express what I need to.

Distraction from lack of human interaction ..
the theme of the day.

I'm really tired of being:
ignored
disregarded
cast off
blown off
dismissed

..... I have an ego, too.

It gets old, and I don't know how much longer I can really cope with it.
It's fine to care and give
but as a good friend has taught me
when you are the only one giving
it is time to say goodbye.

Guess I need to learn the language of goodbye.

2 comments:

dragonflies on lamp posts said...

I think I am going to start reading you here too!!

Hey honey.

dragonflies on lamp posts said...

Now to really comment on this....

sometime goodbye really is the hardest thing of all.

And its even harder when it seems like there are no real friends.