for alex - though he probably doesn't really want this..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgx81jIXh78

I wonder if you realize you have made me believe in music again. I am not ignorant to what that will mean to you. And I'm grateful to you for it. I will not backspace because whether or not you ever even let me know you read this (and I know you - you probably won't), it is so important that I have this gift.

I stopped believing in songs. I discarded lyrics - fancies that only ever get me hurt. I linked the above song, because I listened to it this morning and you were the person who came to mind while I listened. You are amongst my best friends.

I won't chase you off if I can prevent it. I will keep my imaginings imagined .. and appreciate all you do for me.

You are my favorite wall.

Anyway - thank you ..